I recommend the transmigration novel,"The Cute Queen is Too Arrogant: The Emperor, We Don't Meet". Nalan Susu, the main character, was the Emperor's favorite concubine and was a relative of the Empress Dowager. The Emperor was forced to marry her. In the story, there was a plot that repeatedly sought death. The transmigration god told her that she had to let the emperor husband kill her before she could transmigrate back. The Emperor also had an unexpected concern for her, forming a sweet love. I hope you like this fairy's recommendation. Muah ~😗